My heart and my head are in war. I want to move on and let go and I just want to stay exactly where I am. I know you’ll never feel the same way I do, and I know things will never change, but my mind won’t stop hoping for it and my heart won’t stop aching. All I can hope is that these months away will do me good and that I can move on and not want more than to just be friends. Lord change the love I feel from a romantic love to a Christ like love. That’s all I can ask. 

To be honest, I don’t really know how many people actually read my blog, but I am in need of prayer and financial support for my trip to Lugazi, Uganda this summer. I am going to Faith Children’s Home in Lugazi, and will be serving and loving on the kids there during my time in Africa. Just take a look at their website and please lift up your prayers for these kids and for my team. The total amount I have to raise is $3,200 and I have already raised a little less than half of the money so far. God has really been providing and I pray that He would continue to do that through people who have a heart to give. Here is the website of the orphanage… http://www.faithchildrenshomeuganda.com/home. Also, if you have a heart to give, please please do, even if it is only $5, it helps. And if you can’t, please pray. Pray for our team to love on these kids and serve in a way that please the Lord and that we would not go as people thinking we are going to change the world, but that we would go as humble servants going to serve God and his kingdom. Here is the website to give, https://secure.westmont.edu/cgi-bin/WebObjects/creditCardProcessing.woa/wa/donate?custom=wsm. When filling this out, please click on the option of ‘Emmaus Road’ and when prompted, ‘Given the gift on behalf of…’ put in my name, Teka Gabaldon. Thank you so much for your potential prayers and financial support, both are much appreciated.