When all around my soul gives way, He then is all my hope and stay. 

I am having a really hard time being fully satisfied in God right now. I feel like I really just want someone here on Earth to show me the love that God feels for me, and it’s really hard for me to not have that right now. The thing is though, God is good, and He does love me more than anyone else in the entire world. And regardless of the fact that God isn’t physically present, He is present, and He is constantly providing. I am really thankful for the love that Jesus has for me, the love that He bared on the cross. 

God I want to be fully and completely satisfied in you and not needing anything else but your love. Let me be able to love you unconditionally and seek you above all things. 

“And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus” Philippians 4:19

Not that I am surprised at all that God provides for his people, but in a way, I am so surprised! God is PROVIDING! He is providing for me right now, spiritually, physically, but there is a way in which He is clearly providing right now and that would be financially for my trip to Uganda. Literally, people who I would not expect to give, have given, and people who I thought would be unable, have given so much! God truly provides. And not only in that way, but God is providing me with joy, joy that only he can bring. I have so much going on right now, but God is giving sight to see the end of the tunnel, to see that He WILL ALWAYS be there for me and that HE LOVES ME! I just can’t wait for the day in which he returns where there will be no more tears, no more pain and no more suffering, because at that point, I will be able to embrace the man who I have been waiting for, I will be able to hug my Savior. I honestly cannot wait for that moment, but until that day comes, I will be patiently waiting on God, because He is worth it. God give me peace and give me joy to continue on, keep providing and keep showing me that you are far greater than I have ever imagined. I love you God and I cannot wait to meet you face to face. I cannot wait.